What so ever,its been long since I spoke out or broke out or burst out-heheh..
So here is it ,today its all about my Pimples,Its so very natural when in adolescence ,People like me get pimples..and few really freak out unlike me!I dint even give a damn thing to it.well We went to doc who asked me to eat anything that is without oil and for heaven sake,I freaked out hearing the word "no non veg" thats when a bulb came out like in mind like in cartoons which said"moota briyani ya illa clear skin ahhhh"-well i need not say what road i would have taken"its like an open secret"
I grew up,used himalaya face wash ,all diff pack once a while,or a little massage without scrub,i dont know weather it worked out or not but i having got used to see my face with it-ust dint like it clear.
I am no model or my face doesnt come in magazines with all those dark kajals and clear face with fancy multi colored eye shadows!i am so tired of explaining and ppl giving me advices!
Story NUmber 1:
Couple of months back ,when the sun really shuts inside the clouds,a happy evening,good hair day,i walk around when the trees are purely bathed and all in green and so was my eyes,HAPPY DAY.I go for a walk and i had to cross the road -in exact crossing,A young lady in salwar,watched me closely or stared would be the perfect word.I smiled at last and she came closer a bit and i thought-(like me,She needs company to cross the road"pola ,adhan".Then she was like",Aiyo,what do u apply to ur face,It looks ugly and bad,and wt u do to pimples,I got some and i dont know what to do and i dont see mirror " and it seems there is some myth which says that if u see mirror with pimples on,u tend to get more and so she doesn see for days(unbelievable )and i stayed cool and smiled and replied patiently that its the age and i dont care!
but it really did upset me.I could have blasted her but i really thought she was concerned!Plus i had a beautiful day though alone and some stranger need not ruin it.(i see that lady once a while in this area )
Story NUmber 2:
Today,i happen to go into Health and glow in a mall just to gaze around.There a lady who wants to sell some Product from Lotus was behind(well,thats their duty to ask and to relate to customers-Fine)then she asked me again ,i told her i use himalayas and no other face wash,She again said something organic n blah blah,i said clearly n softly that i would want to try more.Then she said"illa madam,pimples clear aghum"-i said no but thanks and she bugged me that i had marks on my face-i gave her some look and said with anger that I DONt WANT IT.It so simple,If u want to sell your product ,give it as suggestion or explain or compare products but dont pull somebody down just because somebody like me have pimples.Its crazy,It like you are making somebody rude.I then came out of that store but i couldnt speak more -nothing blured out.I was close to tears out of controlled anger!
I know,This is nothing and i can stay cool but i dont think thats gonah help when i look at myself!Am tired of using and changing products.I dont have complains with the present.
This is simple.I am with pimples and I would be incomplete without pimpy.I love for what i am than what i am not.PLus i am staying in "teen age"though i am not !I am Proud to say I am still in it and i dont hide my face just coz i have It.
PS:This is just an outcome and no advices:)here:)
Fun Fact:Once i applied tooth paste to make it clear and i believed- like kids believe in tooth fairy who comes when to carry your tooth when asleep!And i also tried curry leaves paste!though neem worked out!but i seriously cant apply manjal and sit at home all day !am no goddess!:)Am presently using Proactive!
Let it stay until it wants:)
With love
Pimpy!
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